ouwh my.
the past two weeks have been one major roller coaster ride. seriously major.
utra busy nowadays with school stuff, physical and mental languor is slowly seeping thru my cells. i've ALOT to update on, but i cant right now.
with the end of Adivs, cease of CCAs, deprivation of my love [floorball].
hereee comea Alevels.!
3 more month till the frigging papers, im flustering.
bottom line. ON HIATUS. =))
Love,
*MUNIrahhh.
ps: teachers treated us fballers to Pizza.! weets.
pps: im still pissed abt yesty's news. haiii* not funny please.
ppps: im soo gonna step down ouwh-so-soon. sad saddd. nyaah.
Friday, July 27, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
* A Divisionnns *
alright. monday was updated.
and its friday already.! hoho.
im actually pretty elated today. but the timing now has drained me. so expect a monotonous entry yeah.
whole week had revolved around my 1st love, floorball.! im in love, at the expense of missing tutorials/lectures. matches were early, so had to leave my 2nd love for 3 solid days. hoho.
if you're still wondering what's 2nd love - was referring to tutorials/lectures.
well, i happen to enjoy my learning journey okay. nyaah. [a'lvls coming.! wake up.!]
if you had read my previous entry, you'd know that we loss the first A'divs match on Monday. and i was ultra despondent about it. cos my gerls fell wayyy below my expectations. got caught mentally unprepared. hehh.
vs NJC : 2-5 theirs.
bad baddd start.
called for emergency damage-control on Tuesday. tried fixing MsL's headless-flies. CoachM was gorgeous enough to come down and help. i owe that one to him.
elucidated him abt the +/- of each lines, andddd. yeah, some changes. hee.
darling teammates were down. i felt so mentally retarded trying to motivate everyone, wen i was depressed myself.
Wednesday. woke up, hyped to kill someone on court. wandering minds for 1.5hrs in class. then off we go.! wanna kill, killlll.! a gorgeous rainbow coloured our morning assembly skies.! i was hyped.
but again,
if you still do not know, i shall tell you now. we loss our second A'divs match too, on Wednesday.
vs RJC : 3-6 theirs.
i was so ______.
yes, the girls picked up. the match was simple, we took the lead. but the girl's efforts were just not enough. again, seemed like only line 1 was functional. again, i got angry/disappointed/frustrated.
(i'd almost-always convert all these feelings into one; veryyy sad. and when compounded, i'd break down, but.! im not suppose to, cos im ______. tsk.)
really. manyyy breaking down moments. with manyyy diff girls. and i have to play the-strong-one with dearest yuni. herr*
met dearest aye.! OMG. i miss her. and i feel bad. and i miss her. ahah.
supported our guys team later. OMG. i swear our guys did great. felt very URGH-ed when we lost eventually. it was ouwh-so-urghhh. the guys deserve more.
MsL kept reminding us of the guys' play. motivated me/yuni. edge on Line 2. i so love that teacher pls.
and i envy how Caleb maintains his cool on court. remained so composed and strong for his team. and skills are superb. he's definitely one heck of a captain uhh.
MsL went 'muni, runnn like _____.! remain calm like _____.! be _________.!' nyahahaa.
anyway. wednesday was the worst.
Thursday. woke up. dead tired - physically and mentally. i had no expectations/visions/goal in mind for the match. thought, ouwh well, we'll fight hard.!
yada yada. manyyy weird baddd stuffs happen before the match. even bus was LATE. still, remained calm - Caleb's teaching. nyahahaa.
Seniors came.! GOSH. i love themmm.! and you know, im still afraid of our former captain. nyahahaa.
niways. we started, on our own. line 1 played, maintained structure. wen we changed lines, COACH WAS THERE.! OMG. that sudden sense of assurance and motivated was priceless. i was truly elated please. ahah.
yada yadaa. very close match. all the way, tense moments. was afraid of turning tables.
ALL my girls stepped up.! ultra proud of them for picking up and neverrr giving up on the team.! heyy, the 2 loss was ultra demoralising okay.
_____ live up to being the best. _____ defence is woahh. ____ steady uhh.
i still cant recall seeing a high stick. 5 frigging mins penalty please. but its okay.!
vs VJC : 3-4 ours.! WEE.
ahh* the rest of the day was simply gorgeous. went home feeling fruity for once. ahahh. ouwh.! fast food with fadh, naz, SYAHIDA, yuni at LJS.! niceee. journey home was chatty, 969 superrr pack. ahah.
i miss syahidaaa.! a lot a lot a lot.!!! =)))
the day was pretty. and guess what.
darling Lala got me a gorgeous box of Choco Dates - no occassion.! was merely to cheer me up before boarding the bus vs VJ. omggg. she's like the sweetest person ever.!
i love nabilaaa.! a zillion box of choco dates.!!
and dearest-most-beloved mum is ouwh-so-supportive.! cheered me up before i left home in the morning, and said she'd pray for us. i was so, touched.!
i love makkk.! a trillion hugs and kisses.!!
okay. i shall stop. point is.
IM PROUD OF MY GIRLS.
Yuni, Sya, Sha2, Nad, Lela
Fiqah, Fadh, Naz, Iris, Lihui
Atassha, Cien, Dee, Anne, Nat, Aza, Zaf.
LOVE YOU'ALL.!
Friday, trg.! coach came earlier than those having lessons. team size was pathetic. hehh. but eventually, was okay. reallyyy hope the girls get it. hmms.
rushed to TSH after trg. supported the guys. Weehee.! WE WON. our guy's team is HOT. nyahahaa.
guys vs NJC : 6 -1 ours.!
pretty. now Caleb's bugging me about announcing our victories during morning assembly. told him we wanna stay low, and he said 'dont bullshit with me can?' sooo, aiyohhh.! nyahahaa. either way.
WELL DONE TEAM INNOVA.! =))
ahhh* very glad that the week is coming to an end. mental retardation plus physical languor. five solid days of floorball. only a few more days to do, shall treasure this experience.
syukur alhamdulillah,
for everything. hee.
next week busy-busy.!
bring it on.!
love my life.! woots.!
cherishing moments,
*MUNIRAH. =)
ps: promised MrsCT that i will not neglect my studies during the Adivs seasons, so far im keeping up for all. except GP assignments, overdued.! ahh, Sorry MrGP.! wasnt the slightest bit intentional defiance on my part. sorryyyyyy.
and its friday already.! hoho.
im actually pretty elated today. but the timing now has drained me. so expect a monotonous entry yeah.
whole week had revolved around my 1st love, floorball.! im in love, at the expense of missing tutorials/lectures. matches were early, so had to leave my 2nd love for 3 solid days. hoho.
if you're still wondering what's 2nd love - was referring to tutorials/lectures.
well, i happen to enjoy my learning journey okay. nyaah. [a'lvls coming.! wake up.!]
if you had read my previous entry, you'd know that we loss the first A'divs match on Monday. and i was ultra despondent about it. cos my gerls fell wayyy below my expectations. got caught mentally unprepared. hehh.
vs NJC : 2-5 theirs.
bad baddd start.
called for emergency damage-control on Tuesday. tried fixing MsL's headless-flies. CoachM was gorgeous enough to come down and help. i owe that one to him.
elucidated him abt the +/- of each lines, andddd. yeah, some changes. hee.
darling teammates were down. i felt so mentally retarded trying to motivate everyone, wen i was depressed myself.
Wednesday. woke up, hyped to kill someone on court. wandering minds for 1.5hrs in class. then off we go.! wanna kill, killlll.! a gorgeous rainbow coloured our morning assembly skies.! i was hyped.
but again,
if you still do not know, i shall tell you now. we loss our second A'divs match too, on Wednesday.
vs RJC : 3-6 theirs.
i was so ______.
yes, the girls picked up. the match was simple, we took the lead. but the girl's efforts were just not enough. again, seemed like only line 1 was functional. again, i got angry/disappointed/frustrated.
(i'd almost-always convert all these feelings into one; veryyy sad. and when compounded, i'd break down, but.! im not suppose to, cos im ______. tsk.)
really. manyyy breaking down moments. with manyyy diff girls. and i have to play the-strong-one with dearest yuni. herr*
met dearest aye.! OMG. i miss her. and i feel bad. and i miss her. ahah.
supported our guys team later. OMG. i swear our guys did great. felt very URGH-ed when we lost eventually. it was ouwh-so-urghhh. the guys deserve more.
MsL kept reminding us of the guys' play. motivated me/yuni. edge on Line 2. i so love that teacher pls.
and i envy how Caleb maintains his cool on court. remained so composed and strong for his team. and skills are superb. he's definitely one heck of a captain uhh.
MsL went 'muni, runnn like _____.! remain calm like _____.! be _________.!' nyahahaa.
anyway. wednesday was the worst.
Thursday. woke up. dead tired - physically and mentally. i had no expectations/visions/goal in mind for the match. thought, ouwh well, we'll fight hard.!
yada yada. manyyy weird baddd stuffs happen before the match. even bus was LATE. still, remained calm - Caleb's teaching. nyahahaa.
Seniors came.! GOSH. i love themmm.! and you know, im still afraid of our former captain. nyahahaa.
niways. we started, on our own. line 1 played, maintained structure. wen we changed lines, COACH WAS THERE.! OMG. that sudden sense of assurance and motivated was priceless. i was truly elated please. ahah.
yada yadaa. very close match. all the way, tense moments. was afraid of turning tables.
ALL my girls stepped up.! ultra proud of them for picking up and neverrr giving up on the team.! heyy, the 2 loss was ultra demoralising okay.
_____ live up to being the best. _____ defence is woahh. ____ steady uhh.
i still cant recall seeing a high stick. 5 frigging mins penalty please. but its okay.!
vs VJC : 3-4 ours.! WEE.
ahh* the rest of the day was simply gorgeous. went home feeling fruity for once. ahahh. ouwh.! fast food with fadh, naz, SYAHIDA, yuni at LJS.! niceee. journey home was chatty, 969 superrr pack. ahah.
i miss syahidaaa.! a lot a lot a lot.!!! =)))
the day was pretty. and guess what.
darling Lala got me a gorgeous box of Choco Dates - no occassion.! was merely to cheer me up before boarding the bus vs VJ. omggg. she's like the sweetest person ever.!
i love nabilaaa.! a zillion box of choco dates.!!
and dearest-most-beloved mum is ouwh-so-supportive.! cheered me up before i left home in the morning, and said she'd pray for us. i was so, touched.!
i love makkk.! a trillion hugs and kisses.!!
okay. i shall stop. point is.
IM PROUD OF MY GIRLS.
Yuni, Sya, Sha2, Nad, Lela
Fiqah, Fadh, Naz, Iris, Lihui
Atassha, Cien, Dee, Anne, Nat, Aza, Zaf.
LOVE YOU'ALL.!
Friday, trg.! coach came earlier than those having lessons. team size was pathetic. hehh. but eventually, was okay. reallyyy hope the girls get it. hmms.
rushed to TSH after trg. supported the guys. Weehee.! WE WON. our guy's team is HOT. nyahahaa.
guys vs NJC : 6 -1 ours.!
pretty. now Caleb's bugging me about announcing our victories during morning assembly. told him we wanna stay low, and he said 'dont bullshit with me can?' sooo, aiyohhh.! nyahahaa. either way.
WELL DONE TEAM INNOVA.! =))
ahhh* very glad that the week is coming to an end. mental retardation plus physical languor. five solid days of floorball. only a few more days to do, shall treasure this experience.
syukur alhamdulillah,
for everything. hee.
next week busy-busy.!
bring it on.!
love my life.! woots.!
cherishing moments,
*MUNIRAH. =)
ps: promised MrsCT that i will not neglect my studies during the Adivs seasons, so far im keeping up for all. except GP assignments, overdued.! ahh, Sorry MrGP.! wasnt the slightest bit intentional defiance on my part. sorryyyyyy.
Monday, July 09, 2007
today simply _____.
urghhhhhhhh.!
okay, minus the dinner plus journey home with fballers part.
Adivisions STARTS.
swollen leg frm sprains.
forgot to get capt's armband.!
forgot to bring my jersey.! @#$%^&
failed badly for a section of H1 econs.!
capt's embarassing moment in LT1.
failed H2 Chem paper 1.
had ______ at baddd timing.! along with many other fballers.
first match against the team we won abt a mth before.
and dearest coach couldnt make it for our firrrst Adivs match.
sad.
and worst of all.
... our tables got turned today.
we freakingly ____ by __-__.!!
!#$%^&*&^%$#
mistakes, mistakes, mistakes.!
okay. calm down. aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
shit.! damn it.! freak.! urgh.!
the team's failure today was mine for neglecting the lines which really needed help; was too busy perfecting only my line to realize the ____ problem earlier.
MsCapt, im disappointed not in the team, but in you. damn it.
we've failed with depending on Line 1 only, we wont fail again. we're a team, and we'll work on every single one of you eighteen girls, every single line in my team.
to my girls, do not give up. for we've only just begun.
plus. im not angry. was just in the midst of languor and disappointment, yeah.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
sad, still.
had ______ talk with dearest MsVcapt and CoachJ after. was so ______.!
let it all out, glad she was there. she's strong uh, heh.
thanks a lot gerl, much appreciated.!
lala, gerls, MsV and darling seniors text me soon after. hp and msn.
i was so very touched by each. especially the seniors.
Every one of them made me ____.
muni's emotionally unstable period. heh.
very sad, still.
and you do not have to be __________.
just do not rub it in.
i'll be on the verge of another _________,
and you will take it personally.
this will be my _____ as ____, and last _____.
so god please, ___________________.
im all agitated and fired for weds, watch me fight.!
girls, say goodbye to your all-smiles Captain.
being nice apparently dint work. so FOCUS.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
i WANT it ouwh-so-very badly PLEASE.!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
answer my prayers,
*MsCapt.
ps: on a happier note. i did well for BIOLOGY.! jumped 4 grades up.! nyahahaa.
pps: still, dearest MrsBio expected more from me. herr, how much more.?! A.?
ppps: i will deliver results, i will.! try. ahah.!
pppps: okay, C for bio prelims is an achievement. but the paper was really very easy. ntg to be proud of i guess. hehh.
ppppps: my mind's still on fb though. ahhh.! i need sleep. too much tragedy. heh.
urghhhhhhhh.!
okay, minus the dinner plus journey home with fballers part.
Adivisions STARTS.
swollen leg frm sprains.
forgot to get capt's armband.!
forgot to bring my jersey.! @#$%^&
failed badly for a section of H1 econs.!
capt's embarassing moment in LT1.
failed H2 Chem paper 1.
had ______ at baddd timing.! along with many other fballers.
first match against the team we won abt a mth before.
and dearest coach couldnt make it for our firrrst Adivs match.
sad.
and worst of all.
... our tables got turned today.
we freakingly ____ by __-__.!!
!#$%^&*&^%$#
mistakes, mistakes, mistakes.!
okay. calm down. aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
shit.! damn it.! freak.! urgh.!
the team's failure today was mine for neglecting the lines which really needed help; was too busy perfecting only my line to realize the ____ problem earlier.
MsCapt, im disappointed not in the team, but in you. damn it.
we've failed with depending on Line 1 only, we wont fail again. we're a team, and we'll work on every single one of you eighteen girls, every single line in my team.
to my girls, do not give up. for we've only just begun.
plus. im not angry. was just in the midst of languor and disappointment, yeah.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
sad, still.
had ______ talk with dearest MsVcapt and CoachJ after. was so ______.!
let it all out, glad she was there. she's strong uh, heh.
thanks a lot gerl, much appreciated.!
lala, gerls, MsV and darling seniors text me soon after. hp and msn.
i was so very touched by each. especially the seniors.
Every one of them made me ____.
muni's emotionally unstable period. heh.
very sad, still.
and you do not have to be __________.
just do not rub it in.
i'll be on the verge of another _________,
and you will take it personally.
this will be my _____ as ____, and last _____.
so god please, ___________________.
im all agitated and fired for weds, watch me fight.!
girls, say goodbye to your all-smiles Captain.
being nice apparently dint work. so FOCUS.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
i WANT it ouwh-so-very badly PLEASE.!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.!
answer my prayers,
*MsCapt.
ps: on a happier note. i did well for BIOLOGY.! jumped 4 grades up.! nyahahaa.
pps: still, dearest MrsBio expected more from me. herr, how much more.?! A.?
ppps: i will deliver results, i will.! try. ahah.!
pppps: okay, C for bio prelims is an achievement. but the paper was really very easy. ntg to be proud of i guess. hehh.
ppppps: my mind's still on fb though. ahhh.! i need sleep. too much tragedy. heh.
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